Entertain trifles

"Entertain trifles"
I am here once again the floor in my bedroom still wet as well at night and hot as hell during the Day.
Punishment to the bones!
I can see the mice hunting some scraps and cockroaches flying waiting the same of my own food. I´ve ate last night.
i´m 40, sick, I just can walking by myself with my crutches but don´t think you are better than me even when you´re trying continuing ignoring how could you be undesirable if you were like me.
I am here alone, bored. i was working, sitting and listening the typing of my fingers hitting the keyboard? inside that office, complete silence and no one talk to!

I think i was Ok, working there i´ve been just tried of my routine sometimes.
But now adays i don´t know anymore if I still am happy or depressed.
Life´s been hard to me, so competetive, so chaostrophobic, disloyal!
I know I wasn´t so cruel when i was a kid and teenager. Solitude! feeling lonely it was something that i had no control of Deep down inside me.
I´m not blaming anybody else. i´m starting once again numbing myself.
I´m waiting the night rises up to entertain some people on the streets for money while I tell anecdotes and play the guitar for money (the job of my dreams: music and gossip tales)
But when the night is cold i almost pass out in my purgatory; except this, I stay up all through th night, singing to people which i dunno. So that way they can sleep well at once when i share wit them my happiness to be alive.
this is far more than i have dreamed for!
people always asks me when it´s day: 'why do you fell asleep? Why do you lock yourself at home when it´s day?
Whys are you sad in the light of the day?"
I don´t say anything to their curiosity... But i wonder why do i feel good on a city corner singing and playing the guitar for those who still want to smile with my song tales and gossip anecdotes. This time i really feel at my home on the earth planet sharing some love with the people i ain´t even know.
by Denilson

"An Excuse" - uma desculpa

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"An excuse (unknown writer)"



>>>Não conheço ninguém que conseguiu realizar

I don´t know anybody who did make

seu sonho, sem sacrificar feriados e domingos pelo menos uma centena de vezes.

its dream come true, without wasted its Sundays and Holydays one hundred of time..

Da mesma forma, se você quiser construir uma relação amiga com seus

Even tough, if you wanna build a friend relationship with your

>>>filhos,terá que se dedicar a isso, superar o cansaço, arrumar tempo para

Kids, You will have to work hard for this. Overcome the tiredsome, find free time

>>>ficar com eles, deixar de lado o orgulho e o comodismo.Se quiser um casamento gratificante.

To spend with them, let behind the proud egotist and the self-worship. If you wanna a, grateful marriage.

>>>terá que investir tempo, energia e sentimentos nesse objetivo.

You should have to save time, energy and love in this

>>O sucesso é construído à noite! Durante o dia você faz o que todos fazem.

The bliss is built at night! Through day you do what everybody does.

>> Mas, para obter um resultado diferente da maioria, você tem que ser especial

But, To get a great result differ of the marjority, you must to be special.

>>> Se fizer igual a todo mundo, obterá os mesmos resultados

If you do the same things as everybody does, you will get the same lame results

>>>Não se compare à maioria, pois infelizmente ela não é modelo de sucesso.

Don´t compare yourself with the marjority, Cause unfortunately they are not model of success.

>>> SE quiser atingir uma meta especial, terá que estudar no horário em que os outros estão tomando chopp com batatas fritas.

If you wanna get one special point will have to study in the in shcedule where other are drinking beer with French fries.



>>>Terá de planejar, enquanto os outros permanecem à frente da televisão.

You´ll have to plane, while people are before the TV.



>>Terá de trabalhar enquanto os outros tomam sol à beira da piscina.

Have to work while people ahve sunbath at teh pool.

>> A realização de um sonho depende de dedicação.

Dreams are made with dedication!.

>>>Há muita gente que espera que o sonho se realize por mágica,

There are lot of people who wait for dreams come true by magic moves

>> Mas, toda, mágica é ilusão e a ilusão não tira ninguém de onde está.

But every magic is illusion and the illusion doesn´t move body where there really are

>>>Em verdade a ilusão é combustível dos perdedores

True, the illusion is food of losers

>>Pois"Quem quer fazer alguma coisa, encontra um meio.

Quem não quer fazer nada, encontra uma desculpa."

´Cause " who wants to o something, finds a way out to it.

Who don´t want to do anything, finds a excuse."